okay, my life went to hell.

[caelykins]

at first, I was excited about this baby. But it's caused not but problems. I barely was able to see my horses this week. Twice. I usually go 4-5 times a week. And the one time I go its 8 at clock at and I might as well have had a shit hurricane thrown at me. A hurricane of hormones. For excuse me for fucking wanting to see my animals that depend on me and I'm tired of hauling for pregnant, now not pregnant but hormonal, ass around. You know, like I deserve time with me horses. But because I was asking her if she was ready to go, I said I'd take her but I was leaving soon, and I told her I was ready to go and she goes "WELL NOW I CAN'T GO TO WALMART BECAUSE PAIGE IS GOING TO THE FUCKING BARN." Oh shit, I was like "holy shit dude, calm down, I just said it wouldn'tbe a problem to take her." Then her mom throws me a 'stfu arm' (that wave people give you when their on the phone) and then MY MOM yells at me. holy shit, I said I'd take her. But I got yelled and then my mom yelled at me for trying to go see my horses at 8 at night. You guys have no idea, I cried so hard in the car on the way there./ I didn't even ask for any of that.

THEN the next morning I had to somehow get my friend here for my birthday, after his dad's ditzy girlfriend effed up his plane ticket.

And fucking today. my sister, the minion to this fucking hormonal bitch that I used to call my best friend, takes something my boyfriend said out of context. And then a shit storm happened. So. yeah.


my life is literally hell.

annnnnnnd I may not be back for about a week. I'll be very spotty. but I'll try to get the posts I owe up.