Post by jenzie on Feb 26, 2012 21:44:58 GMT -5
things on my end have literally turned to...shit to put it lightly.
I've been suffering with chronic Lyme Disease for some time now but it's gotten 10x worse than what it was. It came back full swing the past couple of months and the entire left side of my body is basically shutting down slowly. I can't really move my left shoulder and lifting it up a certain length hurts, lately there has been tons of burning pain and it goes numb constantly. I have arthritis in both of my knees and now my left ankle is beginning to grow issues as well. Some days it's worse than others and usually I can survive but lately all I want to do is sleep. I never go to bed right when I get home from work but it's been every night now. I'm pretty drained on every aspect. There isn't much I can do about it since there is really no cure for this only antibiotics that don't seem to be working..
Also, my boyfriend is NOT helping me in this situation. We have two big german shephard mix puppies and one who is 9 months old ( bailey ) is 65+ pounds. She is a big effing dog. Lately she has been pulling non-stop and it's really impossible for me to take them both out at the same time, especially with my shoulder unusable like it is. I'm slightly irritated with how much sleeping is much more important to him. All we do is fight because of these damn dogs.
Don't get me wrong, I love my puppies but I'm tired of always being blamed for everything including walking the dogs. I am with them Monday & Wed - Sun by myself in which case I have to walk them and whatever. He doesn't really understand just how hard it is for me to do this. We actually just got into a huge fight because I was relaxing and he came out ( from sleeping since 6 in the evening ) to tell me ( not ask me ) to take the dogs outside. When I got frustrated and asked for the leashes he flipped out on me. I'm just fed up with life in general.
I'm going to MIA for a little bit until I can get myself under control..
going to be gone for a couple days is ;
Amelia
hopefully if I can grab muse I'll try to get replies/posts up \:
I've been suffering with chronic Lyme Disease for some time now but it's gotten 10x worse than what it was. It came back full swing the past couple of months and the entire left side of my body is basically shutting down slowly. I can't really move my left shoulder and lifting it up a certain length hurts, lately there has been tons of burning pain and it goes numb constantly. I have arthritis in both of my knees and now my left ankle is beginning to grow issues as well. Some days it's worse than others and usually I can survive but lately all I want to do is sleep. I never go to bed right when I get home from work but it's been every night now. I'm pretty drained on every aspect. There isn't much I can do about it since there is really no cure for this only antibiotics that don't seem to be working..
Also, my boyfriend is NOT helping me in this situation. We have two big german shephard mix puppies and one who is 9 months old ( bailey ) is 65+ pounds. She is a big effing dog. Lately she has been pulling non-stop and it's really impossible for me to take them both out at the same time, especially with my shoulder unusable like it is. I'm slightly irritated with how much sleeping is much more important to him. All we do is fight because of these damn dogs.
Don't get me wrong, I love my puppies but I'm tired of always being blamed for everything including walking the dogs. I am with them Monday & Wed - Sun by myself in which case I have to walk them and whatever. He doesn't really understand just how hard it is for me to do this. We actually just got into a huge fight because I was relaxing and he came out ( from sleeping since 6 in the evening ) to tell me ( not ask me ) to take the dogs outside. When I got frustrated and asked for the leashes he flipped out on me. I'm just fed up with life in general.
I'm going to MIA for a little bit until I can get myself under control..
going to be gone for a couple days is ;
Amelia
hopefully if I can grab muse I'll try to get replies/posts up \: